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it's 1:12 in the morning at the night of my Angels burial and honestly i'm not feeling good..her service was BEAUTIFUL a sheer celebration of my wife's life she laid peaceful and glowing in her casket and although i didn't weep at the service my soul continues to weep ESPECIALLY when night arises and i have to lay in our king sized bed just to know her side will remain empty ...i'm better but i'm not OVER this by a long shot so this mini mix is a LITERAL synapses of the emotions i feel and have been feeling for the last few days up until now ...from being cursed out by selfish relatives lashing there pain at me, to flashbacks of my wife dying in my arms, to my 2 year old daughters saying "MaMa" when they see her picture not knowing shes not coming home....ever...its safe to say i'm still in morning and will need GOD's Healing and time to touch me and fix the countless wounds on my heart...you wanna know how i feel? REALLY...these collection of songs are the closest i can come to explaining it...and even they don't do it full justice
i lay in the balance of where depressed and hopeful meets but i know and TRUST my lord won't leave me here and when i heal from this expect a BIGGER BEAST to be born in the realm of serving Jesus.....but until then...i play David the book of psalms describes my emotions well...if you ever prayed or supported me or my wife thank you
i know somehow i will find light .
In Tha Morning....
- Redd
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released 22 December 2011
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